The Morning After

The Morning After
-it's tuesday, obviously the day after monday, who would'nt know? :) yesterday i was here at about the same time doing the same thing, pouring my thoughts out. the rest of the afternoon went the same actually except for two new subjects and teachers of my summer classes. extra burden if you'd ask me. anthropology came first, it was scheduled everyday except sundays for three hours every meeting. i hope it'll be exciting as we are to study man. on our first meeting the teacher had an on-the-spot reporting about a certain subtopic he gave earlier. i was assigned to discuss about "forensic anthropology". i was able to pull through with it. thanks to C.S.I. Next came Nutrition it comes RIGHT AFTER anthropology. yes, we have no break! imagine, i have to be in a butt-burning situation without even a coffee break for the rest three weks of my life. disaster. that's how i wanna call it. yeah i learn but should going to class be a burden? hmph!

Tish and Tuesday
-it's another day. yes, it is confirmed. it is actually tuesday today. :) last night my very good friend tish and i decided to hook up a few hours earlier than our call time. what we did? nothing much. we helped or she helped me rather :) do some changes on my blogsite, it is not that polished but we are working on it. :) way to go tish! today, i am looking forth new adventures, friends, lessons and a good medicine for allergicrhenitis( check my spelling, harhar).

Bothered
-there are many things on my mind right now, things that bring threat, fear, enthusiasm and grief. i cant really express it, not now. im just bothered, or am i insecure? intimidated? i actually don't know. maybe i just feel alone somehow. i crave for feel good thoughts from just about anyone. i could use some help, free if i have to say. :)

There goes that phrase...
-i have this book talks on how giving people courage and all those good stuff. they feed you with phrases that will make you appreciate whatever you have that you dont pay attention to or things that you wished you had. this is one that i liked because it talks about DEATH, something we are all afraid of. i am. i also want to take it as a message from heaven. something they wanted me to understand after my grandmother's death. ( i am a lola's boy. i will always be.)

..." death is not extinguishing the light; it is only putting the light out because the dawn has come" - rabindranath tagore...

i love you nanay.
i miss you.