I have to WRITE

ADIK
-it's funny how we get so excited of new things. like me, i have only been in this site for less than a week and i am always too excited of writing. it's like a therapy, it lifts earth out of my oh-so-weak shoulders. im starting to like it. i am addicted. it's almost ten, tired and wasted because of my colds i still went out to visit my blog site. funny. yah, im laughing at my self too. :) i have left over thoughts about tuesday and i know i just have to write.

Secret Love
-i am secretly inlove with someone, i don't want to tell so don't push me. i've been going out with quite a few, secretly. it's not that i am not brave enough to unleash these feelings, i just know this is not the right time. i am not ready. after all i just got dumped. :) i know this feeling will fade away. that's how life goes. i fully understand the commandments of being in a relationship. life taught me to. keeping it for myself makes me feel better about things. competition is tough. i have nothing much to give but my heart and soul, im just a boy but with you i am a man. i am not ready. im sorry.
im not regreting this feeling. im happy with what we have right now. you, me and them.
thank you for sharing thoughts and laughs, kisses and hugs, food and money and ofcourse friendship and comfort.
i love you now. we will see tomorrow.