camwhoring

i am an addict.

back off stranger

is it stupidity or is it showing true love?

here's how our conversation went:
me: can we talk?
other line: yes
me: i just want to say I'm sorry
other line: for what? there's no need
me: i feel that, it was all my fault
other line: ewan ko
me: can you give me this last chance of proving my worth? nagsisisi na talaga ako if i was not good enough for you, can you please love me back?
other line: don't ask me that, i wouldn't know the answer
me: do you still love me?
other line: i don't know
me: please, ill do anything that you tell me, everything that you want. I'm
begging you, please, at least let me love you. i am not asking you to
love me back, i just want you to give me another chance to let you
know how much i love you. let me do the things i used to just to
show you how much i still love you. i won't do anything that you
don't like. give me a specific time of the day where i can call or text
even if you just reply once, that'll be fine with me. just PLEASE LET
ME STILL LOVE YOU.
other line: ewan ko, di kita masasagot ngayon. bahala ka. sige na bye.

*conversation ends*
please consider reading the first post before this before reacting. thanks

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but i still visit this site though. :)

how do you mend a broken heart?

when all you hoped for was to be loved, even if it was obvious that you were not loved the way you did, is it worth saving?
once you are in a relationship, all you hope for that it would be the last. then you try you damn best to save and make it work out the way you wished it would, then in a snap, the crap ends.
should you blame yourself for showing too much love and for trying so hard to make your self believe that things are all good but you are aware that in that moment, there are more moments with in that you chose to be blind.
i never gave up on love cause you thought it was real, i never gave up on love because i though we both feel the same way, i never gave up on love because i thought it was forever-at least i did. did you ever?
you gave up on love though you know my love was real, you gave up on love because you did not feel the same way that i did, you gave up on love because though you said it was forever, you know that you were lying.- it was so unfair you did.
i caught you lying too many times that you ran out of excuses that your only way out of this was to break up with me.
i felt the love, but it was not genuine.
i felt the care but i felt my self caring more.
i was happy.
i am still in love with you.

how do you mend a broken heart?

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